27.6.05
Wheee I like the lessons today! All so nice and slack. Ahaha I predicted marilyn see would look like a horse and she really turned out to look like one (: ok maybe not a horse but a donkey. Anyway I think she teaches better than mdm tan. But can't really tell yet, it's just my first impression. Language arts we didn't do much, mrs koh just planned this very slack thing for us to do in groups of 6. And I was same group as wiggy! and yenjin also, so the three of us crapped non stop. Chinese also very nice, we had to do something in groups of 6 again. Then I was same group as them. And wiggy started pulling my shoelaces. ): Yeochengyong just spent more than half an hour talking to us haha so by the time she started actual lesson there was only 25 minutes left! Yay. Assembly the most fun. Sit there and crap non stop with Huifun. And laughed throughout too. Heehee. And wiggy and huiying also joined in. Yay so fun and we were so busy crapping we didn't know what the teacher was actually talking about.

Haha sorry i know what you read just now was boring! But im just well, relieving the happy thoughts!

I just don't understand you. So what if we seem so close on the outside. There's just this hollow and empty feeling on the inside. I want to change it but I don't know how. Espescially when you don't even give me a chance to know you better. Everything is so confusing now. I don't think I will ever be able to understand what's actually on your mind. But there's really nothing much I can do. Or maybe we can do. Just have to hope for the best.
Monday, June 27, 2005

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